| off i go.. |
[May. 25th, 2007|08:31 am] |
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well in a couple of months. Everything is set.. flights booked.. people have been told when and where im going.. work has been notified of when im leaving. Im gonna miss my family so much, they got teary eyed when i asked when would be a best time to leave, i know im gonna be a wreck when the day comes. |
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| cars hate me |
[May. 1st, 2007|12:15 am] |
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| |  nervous | ] |
or maybe its the people inside of them.. mostly crazy ladies.. okay okay no offense to the gals out there, im not saying that cant drive or anything i wont be throwing out stereotypes or something like that. But these past two days i was almost run over.. well not almost.. one was almost.. one i saw and stood back out of the way with enough time to spare. I was walking with my mom in LA, we headed down to a asianish part of LA to catch a bus that was going to the spotlight 29 casino, my mom loves casinos... dont worry though shes not a gambleholic.. she knows what priorities come first.. food, shelter basic stuff like that. anyway we were goign to get something to nibble on and drink while on the bus and while crossing the street this b**** comes down to the intersection kinda fast so i stop my mom and me before i reach her lane.. and then when we cross the lady just steps on the gas and heads off crossing a busy intersections on a red light.. total psyco huh.
Anyway that was sunday morning.. now the second time was today.. well yesterday on monday.. im walking over to circuit city near my apt and i start making my way to the other street at the intersection and this other b**** was making a right turn at the corner of the intersection.. now i start walking and chatting with my kitty on the phone and im halfway across her car path when i notice the thing start moving. i thought she was just getting ansy but it wasnt stopping then it started pushing my legs back lucky i was far enough long to move back a little and clear her path resulting in only a scrape on my leg.. which didnt leave a mark even so it wasnt a big deal.. but boy was i shaking. I was gonna get her info but what would that accomplish.. no one was hurt, i was shaken but not hurt in the slightest so i just let it go, she did apologize and i understand it was a oversight i know it could happen to me too.. why make something out to be bigger than it realy is. Oh well life goes on luckily hope those two become better drivers.. and that im not in that situation again.. either as the driver or pedestrian.
Side note i posted up a fan art pic of bruno and zack from coyoteriver.. and ive got a circles pic in the works.. its a update of a pic ive drawn before.. but this time the line art came out better i believe. |
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| work sucks |
[Apr. 9th, 2007|11:57 pm] |
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and boy does it. We my partner in the store area has been gone off and on for the past month or so as well as the new stuff has been comming in. Now you put those two together and you geto about 20 pallets worth of crap when there should only be 10 or less, not to mention 3 more pallets in the forms of carts filled with merchindise ordered seperatly. Heres the best part.. they want all that done, checked and restacked.. in one night.. one 5 hour 30 minutes shift. theres 5 people working in my section tonight but its taking 4 of them just to finish carts and so far theres 4 hours left, and theyre not half done. So its just me working on 9 pallets worth of stuff and i know im not gonna finish. *sighs* i dont care if they fire me anymore, i might as well just make a clean break and move away now. Ive been here for two almost three years and its never been this bad, they either cut back a hour.. or a day out of my schedule during the slow seasons but never a hour and a half and a day, what used to be 75 to 80 hours for a two week check now bearly goes over 45 hours.
its no wonder i can bearly save enough money to move, if it wasnt for the tax return i wouldnt be able to. i can bearly even support myself.. why would tiger want some loser like me as his mate.. |
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| *scampers on in* |
[Mar. 15th, 2007|09:52 pm] |
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ello... i know i havent posted since december of last year boy am i late. Hehe. Well as of late ive been doing pretty well.. weve narrowed it down to sometime around july 16 is when ill be leaving to go move in with my honey buns. Still got alot of shit to do around my room to get it in movable condition.
As for drawing i havent been doing much, ive done a few little animation tests on flash frame by frame style, of course i really dont have the talent for it im guessing, not compared to others out there. On my warcraft side ive raised my shammy to 49 soon to be 50, yes i know im probably the only loser who doesnt have a 70 lvl main yet, i havent even seen outland yet. Oh well i probably wont be getting there soon this weekend im taking a little trip with the family to gamble our life savings away in vegas, okay i really dont gamble much or drink either.. good thing is i get paid tommorow so ill head to vegas with a nice sum in my wallet, with my bills paid off first of course, im a responsible wolfie.. i think hehe.
Well ill quit boring you fuzzy folks.. take care fuzzies..
oh btw.. my site where im gonna be posting more art work in the future.. is
www.furaffinity.net/users/cameronwolfe/
i think.. i dont have time to check i should be heading into work soon. bye bye. |
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| guess what i did today.. |
[Dec. 28th, 2006|10:56 pm] |
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| |  awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | My chemical romance - "the black parade" | ] |
i was evacuated from my apartments for safety cause.... bombs. thats right i was woken up by my sis at ten am.. mind you i slept at 5 am. i was playing around with flash all night. But yeah she woke us up in all a panic and told us to get dressed that we might need to leave the apartments. Turns out at first we thought they found like 5 dead bodies in the trash dumpster across the street and then found a bomb, discovered by one of the cities waste disposel personel (trashmen). Well we did end up leaving just as they called in a big ol police bus, which i assume contained the bomb squad. But we ended up going to my aunts till the whole thing died down, later the neighbors said it was actually three bombs, and that one actually had to be exploded with the use of their robot, the other two were diffused and take away. But when we got back it was all quiet and since there was no CSI like guys still hanging about that pretty much ment there were no bodies.. probably just a neighbors guess as to what might have been inside the dumpster. *sighs* yeah you dont really wanna be woken up to hear something like that. After that i came home to sleep, i pretty much slept till 8.. i think i might have slept while i was talking to tiger.. sorry kitty. Oh i got a little fur affinity account so i think ill be posting some art there.. i have a few pieces i can post already.. assuming they allow the use of copyright chars.. i got some circles pics and a coyote river.. I know im lazy.. i might as well just update my site... but oy the html (yes i code by paw, i havent found a wysiwyg editor or anything like that).
Well take care super fuzzies.. *kisses the tiger mate and falls asleep on his tummy* |
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| merry christmas.. sorta |
[Dec. 26th, 2006|01:35 am] |
hehe actually its like 9 minutes after twelve or something so happy belated christmas fuzzies. As for my gift inventory from this year hehe.. well all i got from my mom was some money *yay cash, moms paying for my BC expansion come jan 16* and a very thoughtfull gift from my little sister. Aside from that i pretty much got myself what i wanted... yeah little vain or pittiful that i had to by myself gifts.. happy holidays from me to me. Well the wii was a little gifty to myself and i got myself some cute kitty jammies, so cute.. they go with the kitty boxers my tiger gave me when i went to visit him, not in color.. just the kitty theme. As for gifts for others.. i gave my sisters something for their bday which was the 21 and something for their xmas gifty.. older sis got a gift card of like 30 and my little sis got a full account to WOW.. she liked playing the trial.
Now you maybe wondering what did my tall sexy feline get me?.. nothing, no not because he forgot, this year we figured saving our gift money for each other and just using it to go towards the "wolfie gets his cute rump to IL to have wild gay sex with his kitty kitty for the rest of his life fund". A noble cause mind you hehe yes its the wghcrtithwgswhkkftrohl fund. our main focus is to reunite a wolf from CA with a sexy tiger from IL. hehe anyway i got xmas eve off so i mostly played some warsung that night to earn some honor pts and im really starting to hate.. and i mean hate paladins.. one they have that damn sheild of theirs.. *growls* bastards.. which is fine i mean its their thing.. their support guys cleansings, shields, auras all that stuff cool thats what they do. but what im miffed at is their judgement of justice or something which "regulates" speed which keeps it at 100. basically a speed imperament.. like a wing clip.. frost blast thingy. except druids cant shapeshift out of it.. which is against the druid rules thats our thing we shapeshift.. and in doing so escape any trap/movement imperament.. no but not this one. When they allowed the paladins shield to be purged or removed by a spell or something they cried out and said it was a integral part of the charecter.. how is that any different than a druid that cant shapeshift out of judgement of justice. 10 sec cooldown 20 sec duration my ass.. f you pallies..
lol sorry WOW rant. as you can tell i <3 druids *kisses to all the kittybearmoonkintrees* and even though my feline is a pallie i hold no grudge towards my kitty *kisses the tiger*. oh and im allience and horde druid.. so even though i can earn some good honor pts if i was on a team with a pallie on my allience side i still feel the pain of the horde druids.. stripped of almost the only thing druids are great at, no well never replace warriors/rogues/locks/priests and we dont want to just dont scare away the 10% or less of the population that has a druid as a main. *does druid treeform dance..... stands still* damn you blizz me wanna dancey.
Anyway happy howlidays fuzzies.. hope you didnt carve out your eyes when you watch the christmas story on tbs all day.. you know the one about the kid with the red rider bb gun... and i like the tin man.. and that retarded lamp that looked like a ladies leg. i sure hope people werent that wussy |
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| *comes into room and plops on floor with note attached to my tummy* |
[Nov. 28th, 2006|01:27 am] |
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Hey fuzzies... today for wasnt all that well, in fact it pretty much sucked. First off i got myself a Wii on friday when i got paid.. yay Wiiiiiiiii.. and i got zelda TP on saturday i think and ive been playing some of that too .. link as wuffie so fucking cute. But when i updated the system software online something went wrong and i could no longer connect to the internet at all. I got error 110213... so if any of you guys get it call the service center and get it "wiiplaced".. weither its a bad software thing or a actuall component that fried or something.. it only happens with some consoles not all. So yeah luckily there was a repair center here in CA not too far away, i would have exchanged it at the store but chances of there being Wii to exchange it with were kinda slim.. my store sold out first hour that it opened.. hell first five minutes they opened the doors or so i was told.. and theres still a waiting list. Anyway i got it replaced with a new console.. brand new.. *yells* you listening sony you bastards.. and i was out in five minutes.. bad thing was i locked myself out of my car with the keys in the ignition. So thirty minutes later, 140 bucks less with a visit from a locksmith and one open car i just drove home feeling stupid, just a bit poorer hehe and very very tired. I crawled into bed and slept for 6 hours before i woke up and then did my usual stuff before work. So right now im just enjoying some chips ahoy and milk, waiting for 6am to roll around so i can head off to bed and take a good long well deserved sleep... after playing 2 hours of zelda of course.. i have to restart the game.. it was saved to the console and i didnt have a sd card on me to transfer my saved game. Oh well..
So remember 110213 spells internet doom for Wii's.. And zelda TP spells fun! Wheeeeeeeee!! |
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| *sigh* oh why didnt i take the blue ps2 |
[Nov. 13th, 2006|01:29 am] |
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Well hello all you fuzzies and somewhat scaley furries hope youve all been well since my last post. As of this past friday i got paid.. so i ran to the store to pick up the new guitar hero 2 bundle with the red guitar controller in it so that me and my sis can play for hours on end and all that, ive heard its very very good better than the original. Anyway i come home and hook up my ps2 only to find out its locked into some perpetual standby state, the fan doesnt turn on and it doesnt wanna boot up. Well i can understand if some fuse blew or something.. or well.. im a little embarresed to say but i do have bugs in my apt.. so they could have shorted it out, i think bugs do conduct electricity so seeing as all this time its been kept plugged in one could have shorted it out in the three months i havent played with my ps2. Well since i couldnt find my reciept for it i dont think i could have returned it to the store or sony.. i think they cover wear and tear, so the only option was to get a new one. I thought it was justified in a way, i have quite a few games for it and itd seem to be a waste if i never got to play them again. So i head off to Kmart, where i work so i could get it at 10% discount, which basically just negates the tax and takes off a few bucks, but hey 10 is better than nothing. but they didnt have any, so i went to gamedude, its been my favorite place to go for anything new or used, i could get the latest game, which they always seemed to have in stock when ever other places run out, i could get some old games for snes, nes or anything old. So i figured since its just a replacement ps2 might as well get a used one. Sadly they had none, those go quickly i guess. So no discount and no used, and not really wanting to delay gratification i spent 140 something on a new one there at gamedude. I take it home and plug it in... and the disc doesnt read.. disc doesnt spin for that matter. from what i come to find out later i cant return it to gamedude, their not a licensed sony,nintendo.. blah blah blah retailer or something so they cant exchange it for me and get a new one. So i called sony and they said theyd exchange it.. and heres where my faith in sony goes down to zero... theyll exchange it.. but it more than likely will be a refurbished one... refurbished.. not new.. apperently sony doesnt wanna just give me a new one even though the one i just bought was straight out of the box broken, not a month passed not three months hell not even a day passed.. you cant get more new then that.. and their offering me a refurbised one. Talk about a slap in the face. and whats the kicker is they havent sent me that damn email on how to package and where to send it to. its been two days, they said less than 24 hours. Apperently customer loyalty isnt on their priorities list, it doesnt matter to them that ive spent 250 on a psp, 260 for two ps2's and i dotn know how much on games for them..
looks like im gonna be a nintendo guy 100%, hell ive read when their DS systems had a few dead pixels.. even one theyd send you a new one, no questions asked. *sigh* i just spent 140 something plus what ever it is to ship it.. on a used ps2. and it all comes down to i picked the wrong store.. or even more worse.. the guy behind the counter got the ps2 box on the left rather then the right box. gods i feel stupid.. ive got no one to blame but myself.
well thanks for reading and letting me vent.. hope life goes better for you guys take care. |
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| *waves big stitch paws at you* |
[Sep. 15th, 2006|12:03 am] |
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| |  chipper | ] |
hey fuzzies, two days ago i went to disneyland and had a pretty good time dispite my sister throwing tantrums everytime i couldnt buy her some suvenior. Bascialy after buying the laptop i really didnt have all that much left in my savings or checking. So i bearly had enough for my ticket and to get some food and stuff there.. and as you know theme park food is well.. marked up signifigantly. And she would throw a fit every time there was a line.. i mean think about it.. the lines arnt just gonna part just for you... thats so self centered of her to think they would. So every two rides i had to try and cheer her up.. seriously its the so called fucking "happiest place on earth" stop throwing the tantrums and have a damn good time. So yeah im considering not brining her if tiger visits. I dont need our trip being ruined because of my bratty sister that cant deal with stuff. Aside from that it was pretty okay, rode some rides.. saw some shows.. the parade, took some pictures, eat food and treats, got myself a pair of stitch paws that look very cute on me and it came with a little stitch key chain thingy for my kitty meow meow. They ended up changing the pirates of the carabien ride to match the movie.. which is okay i guess.. everyone wanted to go there just to see a anamatronic jack sparrow.. so i guess their little plan worked. I love those damned anatronic fuzzies in the splash mountain ride.. so cute! I do plan on taking tiger there.. also taking him one day to disney world.. and myself.. ive never been there, i know his mother got to go.. he had to stay home to watch the house and doggy. Well im gonna get going.. just gonna bum around the net till i have to get back to work... take care fuzzy butts.. sleep well and dream great dreams. |
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| my job is draining me... |
[Sep. 8th, 2006|12:02 am] |
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Lately my overnight job just seems to be draining me in terms of energy and happyness. I know everyone isnt always happy or ecstatic to run off to work.. rarely does that ever happen, but up until now i really didnt mind. i might be tired one day.. or i might just find it bothersome to head into work.. but never once did i ever call in sick just cause of lazyness, anytime i ever called in sick was for a real reason. Even during jury duty.. two times when i went into jury duty for that day.. basicaly i was gonna get paid for that night.. it was practicaly the law, and even though i had the perfect excuse to just sit at home and be lazy that night, i didnt... what ever went though my idiotic mind call it loyalty call it a sense of duty or just plain old stupidity i still went in cause i knew inventory was comming up and with me just getting back from my vacation i knew they were overworked. Those holidays ive worked.. those extra hours when no one else wanted to stay over... or work that day.. does that mean nothing to them. Am i wrong to assume that ive been a good worker.. great even..
*sighs* now i dont even wanna work here anymore.. in my two years working here ive never felt like that. sad thing is.. i cant quit, i dont have another job lined up like some of the other workers and i cant finacially quit cause i need what ever little income comming in. i cant ask my family for help.. were bearly eeking by as it is.. and i cant ask my mate.. cause.. well just cause... he doesnt need to deal with the problems of a dumbass mate. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 29th, 2006|02:44 am] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
Sorry i have written or been around much for my friends but ive been lost in the Warcraft.. they just released the newest patch and that includes cross server pvp battlegrounds... of course thats caused a few problems such as server hicups and lags... oy the lags. Ive died a few times cause of those things.. and ive lost a few flags and reasources in warsung and AB.
I decided not to take classes at the college this semester. Im still rethinking this whole thing. like my mate and others those with buisiness classes and stuff are already getting a good job. even if i was going to get a BS in comp sci im not assured that im skilled enough to get a job. Im pretty stupid, yeah okay very stupid.
No art... i mean other times i have drawn a thing or two but lately zilch. not even an idea of what to draw. Ive been missing my tiger way too much to think of anything else. theres not a day that passes when i dont think of his warm persona and warm arms. well i have to get back to work.... im using the computer at work. take care furs.. *nuzzles my mate till we fall asleep* |
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| Hello Im juror #9 and my name is.... |
[Aug. 2nd, 2006|09:30 pm] |
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*giggles* yeah i had my jury service today and i was picked and placed on a case. I seem to have forgotten to tell my work i had jury service it practicly slipped out of my mind. So now they want some kinda proof, though it seems like it came at a bad time, its inventory month. So i know for a fact im gonna be driven hard by the managers to get all that shit from the back neater and organized. As for the case i cant talk about it.. but its a small mattter five days max. funny enough i feel like im letting people down at work, i did just go on a vacation and now this too, i hope they dont see me as any less dependable because of it.
Im still thinking about weither or not to take classes this fall session, even weither or not to continue with school just seems like im getting no where. As for my tiger hes been doing just great even without his wolf mate, he just got a new job too. I dont know the specifics we didnt talk much today but im happy for him, i hope he gets the money and benefits he deserves. *sighs* no art... no programming , my creativity well is tapped dry. |
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| *waves and gives a hearty hello* |
[Jul. 27th, 2006|02:37 am] |
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| | chipper | ] |
Hello fuzzies of all kinds, Yes this wolf is back from vacations and is feeling pretty good about everything. Aside from being a bit sad cause im seperated from my snuggly and very cute tiger mate. but thats usual i guess. Like i said everything went very very well aside for one thing that kinda pissed me off. The last day that i was there.. on sunday the 23rd, His mom and brother were there with us having breakfast at this place called donners delight or something to that nature. Well it came up that his brother worked for a payroll place.. where every company sends their timesheets and what not and they send the checks and w2's and what not.. and well he mentioned that sometimes the socials to some mexican names came up wrong and he had to call the place up and tell the companies that there was soemthing wrong with this persons info. You can pretty much tell that i was avoiding touching the subject at the moment but then his mom in jest or whatever decided to ask me.. playfully or.. she just didnt think.. she asked me.. "you were born here right?", "you have a social and everything". Well yes i was born here and everything is in order.. social security card and everything.. but it was very very insulting that theyd ask. What just cause im a mexican that doesnt mean i hoped over the fence last week or something.
Aside from that everything went well. We hung out on friday when i arrived. saturday we went to the ren faire.. had lots of fun, im thinking of getting my own costume together.. though mine would be a bit more warcraftish.. like my char. sunday we... ugh.. i forget what we did and i cant really remember day by day what happened. But i went on a archetecture tour of chicago, on a windella boat.. which was fun and informative. we went to the zoo as our usual fashion and tradition, loved seeing those cute wuffies in the brookfield zoo. We spend most of a couple of days watching beast wars on his mom big screen, we found the dvds at fry's. Hung out with his friends, one night we went to brunszuick zone and did some bowling and vid games at 1am in the morn.. then had denny's.
Then i left and now i miss my kitty tiger. oh.. and i got a cell phone finally from cingular.. so that means free mobile to mobile for me and tiger, i got the razr phone in black with a bluetooth headset. Okay well im gonna head off now.. time is almost up and i need to get back to work. bye fuzzy pups and kittens. |
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| yayy!!!!!!!!! |
[Jul. 13th, 2006|07:35 am] |
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i do get to go. I was able to postpone the jury duty even though i missed the call in. I asked the lady specificly and she said yes.. so i filled out the form and ran out of the government building wagging my tail and howling with glee. So at about 6pm tommorow ill be in the arms of a gorgeous and wonderful tiger whom i love very very very very much. *squeels with sillyness* Love you muffin butt. *does a happy naked wolfie dance of joy* |
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| jury duty is confirmed.... *cries loudly* |
[Jul. 11th, 2006|09:06 pm] |
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im still packing for my trip.. though i do have jury duty tommorow. lately me and tiger have been going through some stuff.. mostly me.. i dont really like myself sometimes so ive been feeling like im not a very good mate to him. and as im packing in some "toys" i seem to discover that ive ruined his lion toy that he let me borrow.. im gonna have to replace that for him. Im also taking a few of my toys to play with him. *sighs* i hope im worth the wait for him... i dont wanna be compared to a movie thats delayed and hyped up to no extent and then flops at the boxoffice. Well im gonna go.. wish me luck with jury duty and if i can make it.. my trip too. bye furs. |
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| dont blame the healers... |
[Jul. 8th, 2006|07:48 am] |
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| |  stressed | ] |
*giggles* how can i heal if i dont have any mana.. or the group is running around into different rooms of the dungeons.. i need line of sight people.. oy.. *snuggles my tiggy wolf pup and my tiger mate* lately i seem to be getting alot of sh** thrown my way.. im getting very tense and worried and stuff like that. That breathing problem/nervous disorter related is starting to kick in again, and thats because 6 days till trip. i still need to cut my hair.. make adjustments to my leather shorts.. my fat love handles makes it near impossible for it to button and not pop out and hit someone. i need to pack.. and get my electronics ready for the trip.. get my cloths ready.. do some laundry so that i have clothes.. get some new shirts cause my long sleves now have holes in the sleves. i got the jury duty.. i have to find out where the hell it is located at.. i get lost in LA. and at work things are starting to get backed up cause of the guys working the pantry section, arnt working the way they should. *sighs* |
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| alune be praised... |
[Jul. 2nd, 2006|06:28 am] |
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| | nervous | ] |
| [ | music |
| | savin me - nickel back | ] |
*giggles* sorry i havent written in quite a while.. ever since two weeks ago my life has revolved around World of Warcraft. Very time consuming game *giggles* im actually gonna hop back on there as soon as im done eating, or else ill never eat. Sorry to all those who feel like im not paying enough attention to them as a friend. *hugs to all*
Well the count down has begun.. about tweleve days left till i go see my mate.. right now im excited but i dont wanna get my hope up and then find out i cant go cause of jury duty. I mean tigers gonna be okay health wise when i head out there so.. contamination is a low possibility.. and everything else.. vacation time, flight, etc its all ready to go. Minus this jury duty thing. I hope i wont have to but if i need to ill cancel the trip cause of the jury duty and try and visit tiger in january.. again hopefully that doesnt happen. I cant wait another six months... im a very lonely wolf... *howls softly*
Nighty night furs take care and sleep well if you do. |
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| desicions desicions... |
[Jun. 20th, 2006|11:13 pm] |
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Well turns out my tiger has mononucleosis... mono for short.. yup the kissing disease.. certainly not from me *giggles* these lips havent seen any action for a year sadly. Well its actually saliva/airborne sorta disease so he most likely got it unknowingly, i mean i dont think he has another guy on the side or anything. Theres no need for him to keep that a secret, if he wants someone else i wouldnt hold him back.
Though what im trying to decide is weither or not i wanna visit. if i visit and hes still sick.. i can get sick too.. and if i try to avoid getting sick thatll mean.. keeping my distance, sleeping in the other room on the futon.. not being able to kiss my tiger at all. *sighs* if i just throw caution to the wind and just kiss him.. ill more than likely get sick and.. with mono lots of rest and non strenuous activity is needed. I have to work... i have to.. and i work with the lifting and moving of sometimes light.. sometimes heavy boxes.. and moving heavy palettes of stuff around. and i wouldnt want to get my co worker sick either she has kids. not to mention inventory is just around the corner so their gonna be working us over big time.. and the fact that were remodeling the store which means more work trying to keep things straight.
*pouts and whimpers* do i go.. do i not go... if i do go, do i keep my distance or do i just do want i really want to do.. wrap my arms around my love and show him how much i love him. |
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| set backs and trials |
[Jun. 16th, 2006|05:02 pm] |
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In the past there was his possible new job... his current job not giving him the week we first asked for... cause of that i had to change my vacation time.. which could have been a no.. as well as the airfare changes, i could have found no flights during that time. And aside from the usual emotional outbursts and little fights were we get upset with each other sometimes... now the universe has tossed us a couple more things that might get in the way of our happiness together in july. First off tiger might be sick with mononuleousis.. and from what i read can be contagious for up to six months afterwards.. and since it requires about a month of rest, thats not something i can risk.. cause i might risk my job. So we are praying its just a bug or the flu. Another thing that came my way specificly.. jury duty.. apperently you supposed to keep calling that damn telephone number to see if you have to go... i know there has got to be a better way than having to call every night to see if your a possible jurior. *sighs* so now i have to serve... which is fine.. i dont wanna be fined or prisoned just for something as dumb as this. But its on the 12 of july... my trip starts on the 14. Another thing me and tiger are hoping for that this jury duty is just a one day thing... maybe two maximum. i really dont want it to cut into my vacation... and i cant get it postponed.. since i missed the first one there is no sympathy towards me. *sighs* i feel like ive made everything worse for us... i hope things work out.. i really do.. i dont wanna lose my kitty.
oh and i sent the package on its way back so i can get the right size shorts.. of course doing that then driving back.. i went to sleep at 11am.. and just woke up right now after only five hours sleep. boy im one tired wolf. |
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| leather status |
[Jun. 14th, 2006|07:35 pm] |
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Well i got my leather in today.. UPS didnt deliever it.. cause of the stupid gates in the apartment building and the jacked up "communication box thing" that doesnt work.. theres no way they can get in.. so i made arraingments to pick it up and just a half hour ago i did. Though the sad thing is... they sent me the wrong size... the vest is fine.. the shorts.. which was the important one.. thats the one i wanted to get immediately came in one size too small.. a 30 instead of a 32. *pouts* so now i have to return it.. and wait for my new one to get in.. and i have to pay postage to try and get it sooner possibly.. then deal with this whole have to go pick up instead of being delivered crap. which sucks cause either the cars not here.. or im sleeping... or im working or some dumb thing like that... This whole thing just sucks. Doesnt help much also cause im already nervous about something... im not sure what but its already been affecting my breathing for the past four days...
oh and stilghar wolfie... the harness i got was about 65 bucks.. the wrist braclet things probably 10 each or something. my traditional bar vest.. 49 and the lace up , pouch front shorts .. 160. too bad i dont have the money for those chaps ive been eyeing for ages now *giggles* |
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